Not good news...................

Well, we finally received the call, and instead of the good news we've been praying for, we got... NOT good news!! Unfortunately, we got yet another preview. What this means is, instead of picking up our baby in a few weeks, we will still be waiting on our baby's birth certificate! The civil registry has asked for another document, which our agency has gotten, and resubmitted our file, but they now put us in the back room for another 30 business days. (which is 6 weeks or more with Easter coming up) We are happy for friends who got their baby's birth certificate, and will live vicariously through them for a while, I guess!! This also means that we will more than likely miss our baby's first birthday!! While I realize, we will have many more, it is just one more milestone that we miss. Now we are trying to decide if we should visit her, or just wait it out. The last time I left her was AWFUL, so I really don't want to do that again, however, it has been 9 months since I held her in my arms, and I am missing her very much!
God has given me an inner peace, that I know it will be okay. But for today, I am sad!